Monday, 11 September 2017

Protiče jedna tajna, prati je moja duša u prolazu...

Nije samo tuđa mržnja ili zavist
ono što nas sputava i kinji; ko nas voli
jednako nas sputava ljubavlju.
Neka mi bogovi dopuste da, 
očišćen od svih osećanja,
steknem hladnu slobodu
pustih planinskih visova.
Ko malo hoće, sve ima; ko ništa neće
slobodan je; ko nema i ne priželjkuje,
čovek ravan je bogovima.**
Dobro znam da nikada neću biti neko,
da nikada neću imati neko delo.
Sada, dok traje ovaj čas, zelenilo i mir 
svuda oko mene, pustite me da verujem u ono
što nikada neću moći da postanem....

1 comment:

Giga said...

If one loves the truth, it should always be with love and trust to refer to another person. Regards.

You are the pattern in the weaving of my existence. You are the secret code that unlocks all that is mine. You are the manner in which I dance, flying from cloud to cloud…You are the answer to all my questions, always unexpected, which raises me from one world to another.You are my sailing boat on the ocean of infinite tranquility and bliss. My most beautiful ark. Your soul has no limits, and it is in my eyes that You are endless…
And thus when I am not asking You anything then, in fact, I am asking You; And when I do not see You – I do indeed see you. And when You are silent You are speaking inside of me; and when you are asleep you are awake inside of me.....
You'll never be able to escape from your heart. So, it's better to listen to what it has to say. That way you'll never have to fear an unanticipated blow...

Anton Chekhov, Ivanov

Once I worked hard and thought a lot but I never got tired; now I do nothing and think of nothing, but I'm tired in body and spirit.With a heavy head, with a slothful spirit, exhausted, overstretched, broken, without faith, without love, without a goal, I roam like a shadow among men and I don't know who I am, why I'm alive, what I want. And I now think that love is nonsense, that embraces are cloying, that there's no sense in work, that song and passionate speeches are vulgar and outmoded. And everywhere I take with me depression, chill boredom, dissatisfaction, revulsion from life... I am destroyed, irretrievably!