Monday, 13 March 2017

When the person you love can't see your love for them, when they reject you, remember this - Love is blind....

All of us have two minds, a private one, which is usually strange, I guess, and symbolic, and a public one, a social one. Most of us stream back and forth between those two minds, drifting around in our private self and then coming forward into the public self whenever we need to. Love gives us a heightened consciousness through which to apprehend the world, but anger gives us a precise, detached perception of its own.
In you I thought I had found, someone to share lifes ups and downs. Friends then lovers, I did it right, each day with you in felt so bright.
But I was a fool to think it could last, that for me your heart could beat as fast. Where I gave you my heart for free, you only ever loaned yours to me.
If endless love was a dream, then it was a dream I shared, even more than I shared the dream of never dying or of traveling through time, and if anything set me apart it was not my impulses but my stubbornness, my willingness to take the dream past what had been agreed upon as the reasonable limits, to declare that this dream wasn't a feverish trick of the mind but was an actuality at least as real as that other, thinner, more unhappy illusion I call normal life. I thought You are part of my existence, part of myself. Today I realised,  to love and not be loved is to die and not be dead...

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You are the pattern in the weaving of my existence. You are the secret code that unlocks all that is mine. You are the manner in which I dance, flying from cloud to cloud…You are the answer to all my questions, always unexpected, which raises me from one world to another.You are my sailing boat on the ocean of infinite tranquility and bliss. My most beautiful ark. Your soul has no limits, and it is in my eyes that You are endless…
And thus when I am not asking You anything then, in fact, I am asking You; And when I do not see You – I do indeed see you. And when You are silent You are speaking inside of me; and when you are asleep you are awake inside of me.....
You'll never be able to escape from your heart. So, it's better to listen to what it has to say. That way you'll never have to fear an unanticipated blow...