You are the pattern in the weaving of my existence. You are the secret code that unlocks all that is mine. You are the manner in which I dance, flying from cloud to cloud…You are the answer to all my questions, always unexpected, which raises me from one world to another.You are my sailing boat on the ocean of infinite tranquility and bliss. My most beautiful ark. Your soul has no limits, and it is in my eyes that You are endless…
And thus when I am not asking You anything then, in fact, I am asking You; And when I do not see You – I do indeed see you. And when You are silent You are speaking inside of me; and when you are asleep you are awake inside of me.....
You'll never be able to escape from your heart. So, it's better to listen to what it has to say. That way you'll never have to fear an unanticipated blow...

Saturday, 2 July 2016

Život je jedan veliki klavir sa bezbroj dirki. Koje god dirke da se dotaknemo, čujemo odjek svoje duše….

Ima u mojoj duši  ožiljak koji samo u snu boli. I ne znam od kog bola on je ostao, da li je to bilo jutro ili suton kad se urezao u moju dušu....uspomena koja me rastuži, nasmeje i na kraju zaboli. Ponekad namerno diram taj oziljak iako znam da me čeka neprospavana noć. Tada kroz prozor gledam u neko tuđe nebo i uzalud tražim zvezdu ka kojoj sam nekada davno upirala čežnjiv pogled i samo njoj odavala tajne. Naprežem se da čujem ljetni povetarac što  šapuće u krošnjama drveća, kao da će mi doneti vreme koje je davno prošlo. Umesto šapata čujem samo uzdah srca i šapat jednog imena. Kada bih znala put što vodi u zaborav, ne bih pošla njim.
Uvek se istom stazom vraćam što vodi do mora uspomena. I uronim u talase koji me miluju, nose I vuku u dubine....I plivam, ka nekim dalekim, nedostižnim obalama što me svake noći zovu i mame. Onda se odjednom probudim jer se uplašim da ću potonuti u tom uskovitlanom moru uspomena. Pogledam se u prozorsko staklo  ...vidim ispod očiju nekoliko sitnih kapi...blistavih...slanih...

1 comment:

Giga said...

I prefer the real sea than the sea of memories, which are not always nice. Regards.