Thursday, 16 July 2015

Na svet sam došao sličan ljudima koji na srcu nemaju ljusku....


Nikada nisam usamljeniji nego kad otvorim srce nekom prijatelju, zato što tada još jače osećam nepremostivi jaz. Čovek je tu, vidim njegove oči koje me gledaju, ali ništa ne znam o njegovoj duši koja je iza njih. On me sluša. Šta li misli? Ti ne znaš kakva je to patnja! Možda me mrzi, ili me prezire? Možda mi se ruga?! 
On misli o onome što mu kažem, procenjuje me, osuđuje me, nalazi da sam prosečan ili glup čovek. Kako da saznam šta on misli’? Kako da saznam da li on mene voli, kao što ja volim njega? I šta li se kuva u toj njegovoj glavi? Velika je tajna neznana misao nekog bića – misao skrivena i slobodna, koju mi ne možemo saznati, niti upravljati njome, ni potčiniti je, ni pobediti!
Uzalud želim da se predam, da otvorim vrata svoje duše. Na dnu duše, čuvam svoje JA, u skrivenom uglu, do koga niko ne dopire. Niko ga ne može naći, niti ući u moju dušu, jer niko nije sličan meni i zato što niko nikoga u suštini ne razume......

2 comments:

Giga said...

It is good to smile to a stranger, because you show a bit of his good spirits. Greetings.

Alexandra Alexandra said...

:)

You are the pattern in the weaving of my existence. You are the secret code that unlocks all that is mine. You are the manner in which I dance, flying from cloud to cloud…You are the answer to all my questions, always unexpected, which raises me from one world to another.You are my sailing boat on the ocean of infinite tranquility and bliss. My most beautiful ark. Your soul has no limits, and it is in my eyes that You are endless…
And thus when I am not asking You anything then, in fact, I am asking You; And when I do not see You – I do indeed see you. And when You are silent You are speaking inside of me; and when you are asleep you are awake inside of me.....
You'll never be able to escape from your heart. So, it's better to listen to what it has to say. That way you'll never have to fear an unanticipated blow...