Alex

Alex

Anton Chekhov, Ivanov

Once I worked hard and thought a lot but I never got tired; now I do nothing and think of nothing, but I'm tired in body and spirit. My conscience aches day and night, I feel deeply guilty but I don't understand where I am actually at fault. With a heavy head, with a slothful spirit, exhausted, overstretched, broken, without faith, without love, without a goal, I roam like a shadow among men and I don't know who I am, why I'm alive, what I want. And I now think that love is nonsense, that embraces are cloying, that there's no sense in work, that song and passionate speeches are vulgar and outmoded. And everywhere I take with me depression, chill boredom, dissatisfaction, revulsion from life... I am destroyed, irretrievably!
Anton Chekhov, Ivanov

Saturday, 20 August 2016

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable

When I first saw you
You took my breath away,
I knew your name was Trouble
But, my heart got in the way
I couldn't stop myself from reaching out,
I couldn't turn away
I don't even know your name
An I can't leave you alone,
I'm running round in circles
Like a dog without a bone
I know the game you're playing
But, I just can't let go
I'll work hard everyday
To love and treat you right.
I'll rock you in the morning
And roll you in the night.
Any way you want
I'm gonna prove my love for you.
I'm blinded by your smile
And I'm crazy about your walk
I shiver and I shake
When I hear you talk
I'm a fool for your loving....

Don't wory,  if you notice that I'm not here
I'll be back at october ;) :)

Friday, 19 August 2016

The good you do today, will be forgotten tomorrow

Men and woman think different at times, but the biggest difference is this - men FORGET but never FORGIVE, women FORGIVE but never FORGET

Nije sreća biti voljen. Svako voli sebe, ali voleti drugog to je sreća

Razum i logika ne daju mnogo razloga za radost, a ni za patnju. Rizikujemo da uništimo značaj, život i smisao naših "atmosfera", ako ih podredimo razumu. Ljubav je najbolji primer za to. 
Ko je ikada voleo, zato što je za to imao razloga ili zato što je to želeo?!
Ljubav se "boluje" i što nas više "boli" to nam veću snagu daje ;)

Wednesday, 17 August 2016

Silence is pure, so holy

I sit silently and watch the world around me, because lifetime is time for learn. All shadows of clouds the sun cannot hide, like the moon cannot stop oceanic tide. So, I cannot hide my thoughts about you.
I sometimes seem to myself to wander around the world merely accumulating materials for future nostalgias. What is the difference between my life and my love?! One gets me low, the other lets me go...
There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away.
All I want to do, is to spend time with you, but I think you don't feel the same way.
If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, making time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over, without getting stale.
I' here, and not here. A walking map. A flight to the end of the galaxy, and perhaps a couple of billion light years beyond....
Words, words...There is always a higher purpose, a greater goal at the end of the road a nobler cause, a better justification to dress up the finale aim.
Yes, You are, and always have been my dream
You are the answer to every prayer I've offered. You are a song, a dream, a whisper....
I don't know how I could have lived without you, for as long as I have?!

Tuesday, 16 August 2016

Kad umrem, sakri pod pazuh smotuljak moga daha, biće mi lakše ako znam da me se neko seća....


Tajna je u sadašnjosti; ako obratiš pažnju na sadašnjost, možeš je poboljšati. A ako poboljšaš sadašnjost, biće bolje i ono što će ti se kasnije dogoditi. Zaboravi budućnost i živi svaki dan svog života prema poukama Zakona i s verom da Bog brine o svojoj deci. Svaki dan nosi u sebi Večnost..... 
Životom ne vlada volja ili namera. Život je pitanje nerava, vlakana i sporogorećih ćelija u kojima se misao krije a strast doživljava snove. Možda zamišljaš da si bezbedan i smatraš sebe jakim.
Neočekivana nijansa boje u sobi ili na jutarnjem nebu, neki naročiti miris koji si nekad zavoleo i koji budi divna sećanja, stih iz zaboravljene pesme na koji si nekad naišao, akord iz muzičkog dela koje si prestao da sviraš – kažem ti, od takvih stvari zavisi naš život....

Pensamientos forman lo que suponemos que es la realidad

Yo traté volver a vivir ese momento en mi sueño.
El pasado y el futuro eran parte de la misma cosa y la realidad del presente era un calidoscopio de espejos desordenos donde todo podia ocurrir...

Saturday, 13 August 2016

Život se ne sastoji od svojih pojavnosti, već od onoga što ne vidimo. Vidljivost sveta nije sadržana u svojim ljušturama, već u suštini

Ono što vidimo očima samo je oblak, koji nam zaklanja ono što treba da vidimo dušom. Ono što čujemo ušima samo je buka, koja zaglušuje ono što treba da prihvatimo srcem.
Zatvori oči i oslušni šaputanje vetra, koji ti donosi poruku iz doba nastajanja Sunčevog sistema, iz prošlosti starije od 4,5 miliardi godina, iz doba kada planeta Zemlja nije postojala.
Ja sam samo putnik u vremenu i nisam sadržana u ovim rečima koje Ti pišem, osim ako Ti one ne prenesu moje misli, koje si u stanju da protumačiš. Nemoj me smatrati neznalicom, pre nego dokučiš moje "tajno biće", a nemoj me smatrati ni genijem pre nego me oslobodiš "tajne" koje nosim. 
Ako me u oči pogledaš, videćeš odraz svog lika....U ljubavi se oseća više nego što treba, pati više nego što se misli, sanja više nego što se živi, i kaže i ono u šta ni sami ne verujemo. Ljubav ne postoji zato da nas usreći. Lično verujem da postoji zato da nam pokaže koliko možemo izdržati. Ona je jedina stvar na svetu koju ne treba objašnjavati ni tražiti joj razlog.....